Almost Ancient

This thing keeps nagging me.. what is it.. Oh yes, today is my last day as a teenager! Hear that?? Last day as a teenager! Is there any chance that tomorrow am going to grow bigger, mature and have my life together? Don't think so. Only this 20 sounds ancient! Yes, it does to me. You might remember my dramatic post I wrote few months ago.. Time does fly fast.. You know how I feel about it. The question is what do I do today? The minutes are ticking by. I have already wasted half the day taking histories in college. I cannot go anywhere right now, am stuck at home, miserably blogging *sigh*. What have I done in my teens?


I lost weight (quite a lot, I give myself an A)
I made 3 blogs (I keep dumping them now and then)
I completed half of the BDS. (does it count?)
I facebooked and tweeted (yeah, right)

I could go on, but I won't because there is nothing worthwhile.. I didn't create an Elephant Tooth Welfare, discover chemical X and cooked up some powerpuff girls to save the drowning world, I didn't save enough money (correction: not any money) to go to Venice (in my dreams.. Come on I might just do it before I turn 30). Am in a bitchy mood. If anyone comes to talk to me I go snap snap snap. This is so not me. I guess it'll be okay tomorrow, I would be 20 (not that I can do anything to stop it, except maybe kill myself?).

we want elephants to be happy.

Let's not be sad. I thought I would share few random things about myself. Here we go.

- I hate to turn 20 (oops you already know)

- Am one of the biggest Harry Potter fans. I adore the books. I have read the series about thousands of times (now am exaggerating, but you get the point). If a genie grants me one wish it would be having 'Hogwarts', living there, studying there, magicking there.. With Harry Potter of course. Ron and Hermione, too. Sure! I wouldn't want Snape or Voldemort, though.

- I love food. I wanted to be a chef rather than a dentist. I want my own colorful spacey kitchen.  

- I play with my split ends. I absolutely hate it and I want to stop.

- I have a big crush on Gerard Butler, Mr. Darcy in Pride and Prejudice, Ryan Gosling in The Notebook (and only in it), Leonardo DiCaprio.. Did I leave anyone?

- I don't like mess. Once my friends stayed over and I totally freaked them out by keeping the things neat and organized.

- I love to sing. If I didn't have mouse-like high pitched squeaky voice I would be singing this post!

- I cannot swim, drive, run fast or whistle. I can fly, though <-- superman?

- I want to have my own tree house =[ <-- This is my childhood wish

 - The first book I read was Gulliver's Travels. The first book I really enjoyed was Enid Blyton's The Faraway Tree <-- the reason am a bookworm.

- Recently I gave away all my old novels. There's not going to be any library now <-- heartbroken

- Am a stationery maniac. I collect all sort of color pencils, glitters, notebooks, even paper pins ..and never really use them.

 - Am a movie freak.

- Am scared of crows and spiders. Am still not sure about cats.

I think this is enough for now =]

Not really happy to be turning 20 but am looking forward because my friends and I have an awesome plan. Thank you, Sana =) It's gonna be fun! When its 12 AM the first thing I will do is to join 20 something blogger community.. wow.

Sidrah xx o(^-^)o